Fallen Angel

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I had the SAFEST ABORTION even in the PHILIPPINES through womenonweb.org.

YOU CAN HAVE ONE, TOO.

2010 Philippines (பிறந்தார் Philippines)

What were your feelings about doing the abortion/s?

At first, I was too stressed on how would I be able to pull the abortion off all by myself. I even doubted womenonweb on being genuine. But after I read some credentials, I started to trust them and since I didn't have any much of an option. I was angry when I got the package. MIxed feelings overwhemed me for I didn't know what I ready wanted to do that time but since the package REALLY arrived (and so that was a proof that womenonweb wasn't just taking money from me) it was a go-signal that I had to do it... the medical abortion. As I did the medical abortion, I was actually grieving as the first time I had a discharge I believe it was my baby, a small flesh colored one... I said sorry to him... I felt so selfish by the time... I cried uncontrollably during the process... After everything was done, I didn't really feel anything at first. I felt numb... I was oblivious to everything... But after a day or two, I felt relieved... Relieved that the medical abortion ended the way I pictured it to be; safe and discreet. After all the pain, the heartache and remorse, I felt peaceful as I said to myself, "Mas mabuti na muna na ganun ang nangyari... Kung tinuloy ko, parehas lang kami mahihirapan ng magiging anak ko... siguradong hindi ko siya mapapalaki ng maayos... Sobrang maghihirap lang kaming dalawa..." I actually did it for my baby... and not for me...

How did you do the abortion?

I Took The medicine that I ordered from womenonweb. (1 tab Mifrepristone, 6 Tabs Misoprosol) It was Excruciating. The pain was intermittent. 30 minutes after I took the 4 tabs of Misoprosol in my buccal cavity, I threw up and had a painful diarrhea. It was excruciating to the point that I was immobilized for a while. Then after, I had bouts of painful (AS IN SOBRANG SAKIT!) cramping with discharge of big blood clots. The pain in the lower abdomen and the ejection of big blood clot lasted about 3 hours.

What was your situation at this time?

I was mentally ill. Plus the fact that I was in a condemning Christian community, i might as well kill myself rather than tell them I was pregnant and deem the rest of my life being condemned.

உங்கள் கருக்கலைப்பு சட்டவிரோதமானது உங்கள் உணர்வுகளை பாதித்ததா?

Somehow, it did. but I was more concerned on my future and the worst future of my supposed child if I kept him.

உங்கள் கருக்கலைப்புக்கு மற்றவர்கள் எவ்வாறு பதிலளித்தனர்?

nobody knew about it

legal/illegal

Do you have children?

What is your religion?

Amanda

E não me arrependo, não se culpe por isso
Você é dona de si.
Eu sou bem jovem

Angy :)

I decided to have an abortion, it wasnt easy but it was the best decision

Liz

I cry. Going into the decision I was strong and certain that I wanted to have…

carolina

Interrumpi mi embarazo de un mes y medio

Andrea

And it was just fine. I had just turned 20, and was living in a rented room in…

MS

ABORTAR ESTÁ BIEN

keira

Chcę mieć kontrolę. Zrobiłam to i NIE ŻAŁUJĘ.

Wzięłam pierwszą tabletkę, czułam…

Camilla Ferraz

Fiz um aborto porque tenho o direito de decidir meu futuro e minha história.

Ola

Mam 20 lat. Zaszłam w nieplanowaną ciążę. Niestety mieszkam w kraju, w którym…

Mar

aliviada

Meg

My abortion was NOT THAT PAINFUL. Don't believe in the horror stories!

Estefanía

Si se lo pudiera decir a alguien sin que me juzgue no me sentiría así

carmilla

J'ai avorté quand j'avais 18 ans. Je ne le regrette pas, je suis fière d'avoir…

Sylwia Zatońska

Ciąża nie powinna być przypadkiem!!!

Magda

Miałam...

Daniela

Yo aborté y es la mejor decisión que pude haber tomado.

Bobbie

The first time I was too young the next I was old enough to know I had no right…