Emmy Smith

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It was the best decision of my life

2015 France

What were your feelings about doing the abortion/s?

I could easily check all those boxes. But the moment when you know that the test is going to show a plus sign and you don't want it, it is a nightmare on earth. I'm a person who doesn't like children and I am always careful. I was just so disappointed and ashamed of myself, and I still am. I don't want to talk about this ever again and I just need to bury it somewhere deep. I was also sure about my decision and very relieved that I live in a country where I can choose the destiny of my life by myself. I felt so stupid and I was feeling so sorry of myself. I wanted just sleep and pretend that nothing was wrong, but everything was wrong and it needed to be fixed soon.

How did you do the abortion?

This was the cheapest way to proceed (legally with professional help) and I thought it would be easily done. But in France you need to wait a week before the doctor can start the abortion, in case you change your mind. I thought that the medical way would be the easiest and less painful but I was really wrong. I took the first medicine and it didn't have any effect in my body. 48h later I took the second one and it hurt so much that I couldn't see or walk. I wanted to go home but I couldn't do anything than sit outside and wait for the pain to go away, but it didn't. I wanted to throw up because my legs and my whole upper body were in the most horrible pain that I have ever experienced. If I could choose now, I would do the surgery.

What was your situation at this time?

I know it's a cliche to say this but it just wasn't for me. I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. He doesn't even know about any of this, but every day I would want to tell him my story. I would want to make him feel bad about leaving me the worst time ever. But I don't. It doesn't matter anymore, I am strong enough to get trough this by myself.

낙태의 불법 성이 감정에 영향을 미쳤습니까?

It is not illegal in my home country or in the country I am living in right now. I think all women should have the right to do this and make the decisions of their own bodies and lives.

다른 사람들은 당신의 낙태에 대해 어떻게 반응 했습니까?

I was and still am to scared to tell anyone. I only told a two people about my positive test and I knew immediately that I am going to end it as soon as possible. My closest was supporting my decision and helping me to get it ended.

legal/illegal

What is your religion?

Cindy Rios

Yo aborte porque no estaba en el momento adecuado para tener un hijo, mi madre…

Anon

I had an abortion at 15...and my life is still going well

Allison

My abortion was 100% my choice.

Sylwia Zatońska

Ciąża nie powinna być przypadkiem!!!

KiciaKamcia

Nie wahajcie sie, jezeli czujecie ze musicie.. zrobcie to

Jude

....because my pregnancy was unexpected and I did not want another child. My…

Lu

Unexpected feelings

Julia

Foi um pesadelo mas no final me senti mais aliviada

B.

Uma decisão que precisa ser feita rápida porém pensada

Dani

Because I NEEDED TO DO IT!
Some may say I was selfish, other may say I'm going…

Ale

Muy difícil decisión

Sofia S

Oi meninas! Meu nome é Sofia, tenho 20 anos e em novembro de 2019 descobri que…

Liz

Eu tinha 22 anos, minha menstruação atrasou e meus seios estavam muito inchados.

Ana Vargas

Mi aborto lo hice a los 14años hoy tengo una hija de 23 años y un hijo de 17…

Anonimowa

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Karin

Zrobiłam to!

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