Lindseymae Mckay

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My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Stati Uniti

What were your feelings about doing the abortion/s?

How did you do the abortion?

Painful but effective

What was your situation at this time?

Come hanno reagito le altre persone al suo aborto?

They encouraged it.

legal/illegal

What is your religion?

Aleja12-09

Por siempre y para siempre en mi mente.

C. Ferreira

Pior dia da minha vida

serena serena

Yo aborte. No culpo por haberlo hecho, sino por no haberme cuidado. Desde el…

R. P.

Força, meninas, que tudo se ajeita!

Emily

Bom, acabei de passar pelo procedimento e vim relatar a minha história para que…

Andrea

Todo va a pasar, hace apenas 72 hs que termino pero se me han hecho eternas, se…

Anyel. Mtz.

Esto marcó mi vida, pero agradezco a Dios por esta segunda oportunidad

Lise

I had an abortion and I don't regret it. It was a hard decision but one I knew…

Paulette De los reyes

Decidi lo mejor para las dos

Emily Mars

O pesadelo de uma gravidez indesejada.

Morrigan

I don't regret it. It was one of the wisest decisions I ever made in my life. I'…

Isabelle

Bom, estou escrevendo aqui pois os relatos de vocês que me deram forças. Eu não…

Lola

Mi decisión

XHTarv

Too selfish, and ok with that for now.

Nichelly T. V. Da Silva

Quando descobri que estava grávida, foi com um teste de farmácia. Minha…

Ania

Wczoraj dokonałam aborcji.
Odejście od męża, związanie się z nowym, wydawałoby…

Luciana

Hace exactamente 1 año y dos meses. Arranque el 2017 con todo. Supe el día que…

Kah

Decisões difíceis exigem coragem.