Lindseymae Mckay

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My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Estados Unidos

¿Cuáles fueron sus sentimientos acerca de hacer el aborto (s)?

¿Cómo hizo el aborto?

Painful but effective

¿Cuál era su situación en ese momento?

¿Cómo reaccionaron los demás ante su aborto?

They encouraged it.

lega/ilegal

Qué religión profesa?

Natalia

La decisión de abortar no es nada fácil, en realidad por mi mente deabundan…

Jess

*No podía ser* 11sem

Laura

Fue la mejor decicion para todos pero eso no cambia que yo amaba a mi bebe

Abril

Por un aborto libre, seguro y gratuito.

Magui

La mejor decisión

elizabet campos

aborte hace 3 semanas y tenia un embarazo de 3 semanas nose aun si fue la…

Paloma

tenemos derecho a decidir, a no ser juzgadas!!! nosotras también tenemos…

Carla

Meu nome não é esse. Não posso me expor, não posso dizer demais. Fico no…

Ana Vargas

Mi aborto lo hice a los 14años hoy tengo una hija de 23 años y un hijo de 17…

Lucie

I had more than one abortions. I made the choices because I care about the…

Mar Tina

Todo es muy reciente ... estoy recuperandome hace tan solo dos dias que sucedio.

xjustynax

Od stycznia tego roku, poczułam, że w końcu zdobyłam mężczyznę którego tak…

Carol

I woke up in bed, and thought this is a new beginning for him and I. I could…

Hope

Zakochałam się w mężczyźnie o 13 lat starszym. Zawrócił mi w głowie. Jest…

Someone Great

It wasn’t the easiest thing, but it was the best thing I could have done for…

Marcela

Es más una historia de amor, que de un aborto pero posiblemente en algo te…

Sadie

I had been with my boyfriend for 6 years and we are in our early 30s now. 

My…

Gadzinka

Moja aborcja przemineła tak jak miała , wziełam tabletki potem dojadałam .

Jo

I'm in a loving relationship and it wasn't too long ago when I found out I was…

Manuella Silva

Grávida aos 18.


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