sar b

It was ok- there were protesters who were animal like, and the doctor was an asshole, but the staff and nurses were wonderful. The clinic was clean and really made the effort to keep everything confidential. I appreciate that.

At first I really wanted to keep it and had no intention of aborting, but my boyfriend of 3 years reminded me of how we struggle just to pay our rent as it is, and I still had about 3-4 years left of school. I was only working part time and just made enough to make ends meet. Having a baby would have made finishing school impossible and I know one day I want to have lots of babies, and be able to stay home with them.. If I couldn't finish school, I could have never done that. I feel like I sacrificed this one for the future babies.. it sounds selfish but I have faith that one day, it will all make sense, and I'll be glad I made this choice.

The first few months after my abortion, I cried nearly everyday. I was so upset and it was effecting every part of my life: my relationship, my job, my school work... I made a conscious choice to NOT BE SORRY after visiting www.imnotsorry.net Yes, all the girls out there who are greiving and regret their decision: don't do this to yourself- you are NOT evil- it is a choice you made and cannot take back. IT IS WHAT IT IS.. be glad you had the ability to even have an abortion. One of the most influential quotes I have ever heard is "Happiness is a choice, a difficult one to make at times" Its a choice.. live your life to the best you can and make your future a bright one.. make your choice worth it!!!! you are not a bad person!! Love yourself- you deserve it even if you think you don't. Your heart is so big.