DI had an abortion
IN THE BEGINNING I THOUGHT THAT IF I DID THIS BY MYSELF SOMETHING TERRIBLE WOULD GO WRONG. I WAS WRONG. BECAUSE I WASNT THAT FAR ALONG IN MY PREGNANCY (ABOUT 3 WEEKS) IT JUST FELT AS IF I HAD BROUGHT ON MY PERIOD. THE BLEEDING FOR ME LASTED ABOUT 10 DAYS AND WAS JUST LIKE A NORMAL PERIOD. HONESTLY IT WAS A ONE NIGHT STAND WITH A FRIEND WHO I HADNT KNOWN FOR A LONG TIME. I KNEW THAT NEITHER HIM NOR I WANTED ANY THING MORE TOO COME OUT OF IT, SO TO BRING A BABY INTO THE WORLD WOULD HAVE BEEN WRONG. I NEVER EVEN TOLD HIM THAT I WAS PREGNANT AND I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE. I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT I COULDNT HAVE THIS BABY. FOR ME I WAS SHOCKED AT JUST EASY THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE WAS, SO THAT SPEAKS FOR INSELF SOMEHOW.!! IF ANYTHING IT HAS MADE ME MORE CAREFUL ABOUT WHO I SLEEP WITH AND TO USE BETTER PROTECTION. |