christinee nicholous

i didnt tell anyone except for my friend jacky n my ex boyfriend.and as for my jacky she didnt judge me.

it was painfull beyond wat u can imagine,i wasnt asleep,i could feel the metal inside me,i could feel when the doctor scooped the remaining of what was to be my baby,and when i screamed and asked for my sis to come to the room the doctor told me uyour sister didnt make you pregnant,the doctors were rude n unkind.the didnt give painkillers or tell me anything after it,they just said"get dressed".jacky my friend n my boyfiend had to fight with the nurses to get the painkillers.

i was pregnant n i didnt know it,i took contraceptives n ended up killing my baby,i felt broken n stupid.the father of the baby wanted me to go alone to the hospital n get cleaned inside to remove the fetus,he told me that he had a lot in his mind n i guess i wasnt part of it,bt luckily i have a good friend,her name is jacky who was there for me thru the whole process,the father came too later n took me home where he wanted to have sex with me after the pain of abortion had diminished,it has been five month now since that day,i have broken up with my boyfriend partly bcoz of that incident.