MICHELLE

WELL, ONLY THE PERSONS WHO I CONSIDERED MATURE AND NON TOO SESITIVE TO THIS SUBJECT WERE TOLD, AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS PROCESS MY PARTNER AND I DISCUSSED AND AGREE NOT TO TELL ANYTHING TO ANYONE, BUT THEN I COULDNT RESIST, I NEEDED MY FRIENDS AND THEIR SUPPORT AND THEY ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD AND HELPED ME.

WELL, IT WAS PAINFUL I FELT REALLY BAD FOR 4 HOURS, BUT THE GOOD THING IS THAT MY FORMER PARTNER WAS THERE AND HE MADE IT MORE EASY FOR ME IN ALL ASPECTS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL, WE SLEPT TOGETHER THAT NIGHT AND THE NEXT DAY I WENT TO SCHOOL AS ALWAYS THINKING I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE, BUT I DONT RECOMMEND ABORTION , YOU CAN PREVENT IT GIRLS DONT BE FOOL IT IS REALLY TOUGH I WOULD LIE TO YOU IF I DONT TELL HOW DIFICULT IT WAS IT IS A LONG PROCESS IN A PSYCHOLOGICAL WAY , WELL IN MY CASE IT WAS.

i study medicine and i am a young woman my former partner studies medicine too he is not too young but we dont felt prepared to be parents, having a baby and study medicine is almost impossible and actually i almost forgot to tell when i figured out that i was pregnant i realized that i was pregnant of a someone that i knew just a month and a half ago, so my career, my age and the fact that it was too early to have a baby with someone i didnt know and love enough, were the reasons for my decision.

a week after i started to feel like i did something horrible, i felt extremely lonely, pathetic, but relieved. I think it is kind of normal to feel bad about it , it takes time to feel better and to assimilate what you did. I really dont want to do it again ,but i want to tell all these girls who are planning to have an abortion dont be afraid i know it is a very difficult decision that majority of people think we took in a second, but if you are sure and you think you are going to feel relieved and free do it , it is your decision only yours, because it is your body and life and i am going to give you some advice, please just tell to people who really loves you and people who are pro choice it will be a little bit difficult if you do the opposite.

sorry for my english i am still learning. haha
xoxo