V M

I love kids and i always dream to become a mother from my childhood. I have a good loving BF.I had to do abortion for the family reasons in my mother's family. Now i am considered as a bitch, lier,lies that i love kids...many many things. I would have never done if i was married or atleast if i dont have that situation in my family. i dont want my family to face problem because of me.. i feel guilty,ashame, coward, selfish... :(((