Rebekah Pewseto

I didnt tell anyone except my best friend and my boyfriend. My mum found out 3 days before my abortion that I was pregnant as I had terrible morning sickness. She said she'd be there for me...but now regrets letting me go threw with it.

It was disgusting. They acted like it was a normal everyday thing for them. Which it is. They put the injection into my hand and they were all happy and smiling at me. I was crying and they said everything would be ok. I wonder now how many lives they kill every day? I was the youngest girl therre at 16 and talked to a few other girls that were going in after me. Some of them were 30ish. Why couldnt they keep their baby?

I thought I was too young. But now realise I wasnt. I was afraid of being a single mother ... that my boyfriend would leave me. I now realise he wouldnt have.

I couldnt have felt worse then I did. I seriosuly dont know how I went through with it. Its been nearly a year since I had my abortion. Im still with my boyfriend. Im now 17. My lifes messed up. I named my baby Princessa. I think about her most days. Sometimes I worry that she hates me. I just cant get other the fact I killed my own baby. And Im jealous of other girls who have babies. I took drastic measures and stop taking the contreptives pills and I got pregnant on purpose. Im now 20 weeks pregnant and feel it such a waste that I killed a baby and now Im having one anyway. I still feel Im not ready for a baby, but abortion has never come into my mind. I just want to stop other girls doing what I did. Think about what you are killing... and please dont do it.