Ria khan

Nobody knows about my abortion except my husband. He was very supportive but we hadn't talk about it after abortion because i dont want to talk about it.

In my case it wasn't very difficult. I used arthrotec. i have just 4 tab of it so i take 2 tab at 1 o clock and 2 at 3 o clock. Then i waited. i started bleeding at 11 pm. Cramps started after 2nd dose but they were not severe. Surprisingly they went off when i started bleeding. Then again came on when the abortion is completed. After abortion the cramps were severe and the pain is much and bleeding is too much. I never imagine that much bleeding.

After abortion i feel extreamly sad. i cant explain the feeling. I cry and cry and cry all night. I felt very angry with my husband. I blame him for all this and i thought of end the relation with him.
The fact is i wanna die after seen my baby dead.
It was so hard emotionally to cope with the feeling that i forget all my physical pain. I cant explain the feeling.