MariaI had an abortion... four years after the fact, my heart still crumbles at the thought of 'what could have been'...
Others acted relieved... some acted as if 'it' never existed to begin with... as if something had magically dissolved itself inside of my womb... horrible... I felt alone, as if I was the only person who wanted this child so incredibly bad... didn't want to be selfish and keep it 'just for me'. |