eva jansensI had an abortion. I am going to have an abortion on next Wednesday. I feel sad, but I really don't see another way. I am happily married and I have already 2 beautiful children. I am pregnant of twins. I don't feel like being mom for third time. I am working on my career and future now. I love my two kids and I enjoy watching them growing older. Babies don't fit in my life any more. Still, an abortion feels sad...
How old are you: Between
34
and 40
Country of birth: Belgium
Year of abortion:
2007
Country of abortion: Belgium
Most of my friends understand me. My husband would like to keep the babies. I feel sorry for him. But I really want my own life to live, so I am choosing for myself.
Type of abortion: with medicines
Reason for abortion: family size
two kids feels just right.
Feelings about abortion: selfish, numb, relieved, confident, confused, stupid, sure, afraid, sad
I feel sad about it. But there is no win win situation in a case like this. I feel confident and sure because I know I don't want more babies. I feel selfish in a way because I choose for myself. I am confused.
Religion no religion
Children: 2
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