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I had an abortion when I was 19 years, because my exboyfriend told me that if I have the baby, he goes away, in that time a wanted to be whith him but finally he gets married and I still feel pain in my heart for to permit to do that action and sometimes I cry at nights, if I had my baby, he could be 6 years, now I'm a teacher of kinder garden because I can share my time and my love with them, also I'd like to have one but Ican and I don't know what to do about this situation only I pray for my soul and try to continuo living my life.